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Bishop of Christ AKA Stephen SS
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| So this week sucks... |
[25 Jan 2006|05:02pm] |
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I have done nothing fun this week,at all,Anyone want to help me spice it up?
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[21 Jan 2006|08:18am] |
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TBS-Set phasers on stun. |
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So,Today will be alright.I get to see Das Oath and Some girls today,Buuut,I have to work this morning at like Nine until maby two or three,But hopfullly I get to see some awesome pople tonight at the show.
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[20 Jan 2006|04:21pm] |
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Lynard Skynard -That Smell |
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Well,I contacted the connections and as soon as Nick and Joel get me the Money,Were going to get some Shroo-s and other then that,Not to much exciting shit going on other then getting blown off by everyone in the world.
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| PEOPLE,HEAR ME!! |
[18 Jan 2006|04:56pm] |
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50cent -Wanksta. |
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Shit,I think it's been like a year from the last time I was on this shit,Maby,For sure this time I will be back on this,Hopfully,People Add me if you see this,I need to get back in the game =]
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| The last of many crusades.. |
[10 Sep 2005|11:01am] |
Yeah,I drink,Lastnight was fun,Im going to a show tonight,Im going to do that same thing as yesterday,Drink.
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| Hello everyone!!! |
[06 Sep 2005|04:22pm] |
Im Back on Lj,SO yeah hit me up,If you want me to add you,Tell me.
Lifeunderxdeathx
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[28 Nov 2004|07:03pm] |
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i dont wanna be a chicken...duck! |
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Stephen never updates, so i am updating for him, he is probably gunna be angry, but he will get over it, because he cant stay mad at me, at least i hope....
I am just going to try and ramble on about nothing, and maybe actual people who care will read this and comment to this beautiful Livejournal, and maybe give me some ideas for stephens background, bcuz i dont like it anmore and i want to change it, and stephen is no use in this choice bcuz he just likes it 'plain' but that isnt good enough for me, so hopefully it will be pretty If some of u lovely people tell me what i should do about it...
ok bored now...i heart u all and so does stephen...i think
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[20 Nov 2004|08:31pm] |
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pink floyed - money |
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Well my dad totally fucked me over tonight on the some girls show... i wanted to go so bad and thet i dident i felt liek shit and depressed...But then i talked to Gillian and she made me feel alot better even tho we dident get to hang out...My main goal of today was to see her,but that dident happen either...I am happy i got to talk to her at least...I enjoy talking to her alot...I have a major report due MONDAY and i have done very little...But to those who went to Some Girls i am happy for you,I really wanted ot hang out with the locust...but next time i will...Thank you Gillian for cheering me up during my Sadness
(Gillian<3)
Gillian = happy stephen
Hopefully someday things will be where i want them...but until then i will just be happy to have all this present...<3
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[19 Nov 2004|08:18pm] |
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Radiohead-myxomatosis |
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Last night I talk to Gillian(super great person) for a while...
It was great...then i woke up in the moring (happy) at 5 30 and went to school...I went to alpine and i got in trouble when I got home ...I am still going to go to the show even if my dad says no...even tho he hasent...I really want to see Gillian there
and maby the locust...but not as much...
I never thought i could feel as happy as i do...I am so thankful for things that have happened in my life...I know things will only get better...If only i could say how i feel =/
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| ambition |
[16 Nov 2004|05:24pm] |
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posion the well... |
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Monday was my first day of vegan-ism...i have a strong will towards this....like other things...
I f you care just hope the best for me....thank you
<3
Because of somethings that have occured and became present,life seems more enjoyable...thank you to the "things"
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| Reflection |
[14 Nov 2004|04:11pm] |
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tyranny of shaw-Grendel |
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The Faint played well as did the first band..but "tv on the radio" was disappointing...but the great people i met(Gillian,Bridget,and Akasha) made up for it...<3
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| where is my real state of love? |
[05 Nov 2004|08:44pm] |
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circle takes the square-same shade as concrete |
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anticipation...i cant anwser the question dwelling deep insaid as everyday i walk through these long halls hoping that one day i will see what i am looking for...maby someday i will but as time goes on i come closer to the darkness which will cause forget...regreting every unsaid thing...i wish that time could turn back so i can faithfully force the words out and replace the ones that are unsatifiying...never will is stop this time and think about what wasent... but i will do my best to move on...what a great thought to live what i am dreaming as i barrow time form the dying memebers who wish only time would come and take them sooner....Looking down into the hole that i was once haveing to bury you in i shed a tear of remorse haveing regret that expressions that were present at that moment i was to forget you but i dont want to stop thinking about all this even as the deperession wraps my mind into a box witch will cascade my thoughts as they echo through you heart...even if what i say seem like a lie...my speech wont stop forceing by....
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[24 Oct 2004|10:44am] |
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bled-(some lame song) |
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where is your so called ambition is it in this world or just what came to you one night in a pointless nightmare...
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| the short details of a lost life...found in a dark place |
[17 Oct 2004|11:27pm] |
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thingy-wave of depression |
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we look at the wreakage that is left and i cant stop from wondering how our over all well being will be effected as we stand here hoplessly waiting for what they thought was the only constant and true thing in the life but when we think back the tears break throught our sanity keeping him from feeling better then the others..we travel throug there minds trying feel what they see but he have never felt these feelings so he cant comprehend...clouds lie there as the childs brutality is acted out but the site has nailed there eyes open..and helplessly try to cringe with every hit but all it can picture is that place in the tile plaza waiting for a solitary cart to arrive and give me the simplest but most greatest thing...some see it as a cap but there was so much adventure as the clouds drew around the mind we never saw it coming ...The withdrawel of a smile never came we were captivated to the frowns and we lie in the black grass wathcing as the puppy ran into the road and was gone in a moment but what is a mind supposed to do when it can fore tell its emotion of depression on arrivel and to watch the occurance obliderate every wish upon thought...see the future seemed so scary but now is a heaven to us being alone and thinking of what cant be done to preserve you smoke clutterd sight...as the heat intesifys you smile because soon you will wont have anything to smile with but darkness...the love creeps out from under us even in the strongest parts...
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| Granny make the cookie with the forbidden story of molestation and hemophelia |
[15 Oct 2004|05:18pm] |
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holy molar-sunburnt tounge |
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what is the meaning of the flaoting dentures im bleed in the doctors mind threw this straw he so called twisted my mind with whil ei lay here looking at a white swirling obliviouse eye i cant stand the feeling in my stomach as the dog chews on the couches talking lip that keeps looking back at em as the moon hollers its cresent maons into the wichful unsuspecting ear flowing shit into the rma that makes you live for a time capsule open up in a deacade time three and scream oh cripple bitchy mother i remeber this one uncle gave it to me when he placed his hand on my buldge and said i love your youness as the floor creaked silenty behind me as lound as thunder the woman cried as the town burned under the distilled lake sent from the underload...oh granny tell me about that time in the shop when the mans foot went into his ass and how he limped to a fatal suicide making me ambitious in my later life to overcome all the obstuction of this twisted deformed twilight called call life ...my eyes devoure the ground under the influence of devouring love kept so close to my beating temple in an abandon shrine......at least im not a slut like some people
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| the moons wart makes jesus carry the wood miles more than temple top |
[10 Oct 2004|10:20pm] |
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mama papa the dog has gone main i belive the bleeding is cut throat i hope our never withdraw from these evil drugs tearing down this house...lost the mind and ambition mommmy hand me the knife let the blood flow...pigglet is biting me and it wont stop were so happy to see how they get along but the mony is gone so the green fule has made them loose my std's in a water well but thermis say that the only fuck is gods mouth so what does that make mothers crotch and jesus is my pile of filth and atom molestery...why doggie do you resist my loveing temtation and kittie cries tooooo,im not crying asshole im weeping for the sponsor ship of my degenerate limb is discontinued because of goat head lechery...why mus this battle wage among such modern industrial creatures just biting to blee din there mouth of shitness<3<3
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| A!! |
[02 Oct 2004|04:30pm] |
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stop changin gmy lj...your makeing lameer than it is...i have a good background for it
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| THIS IS MY SECEDE ... |
[24 Sep 2004|09:19pm] |
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PINBACK-Grey machine |
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well im done with lj...i had a great run but not really...thank you to those who accually read my lj or even viewed it maby someday i will start up again but i have no real reason to resume...and once again thank you to those people and me pry leaving is nothing and im making it seem all dramatic but w/e im sorry im wasting your time...goodbye
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[22 Sep 2004|08:00pm] |
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the locust....flight of the wounded locust |
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SORRY to be lame...but if i dont get atleasat 15 differnt people to comment on my lj i will stop entirly i will have this post up for 2 day...and thank you to the previouse people i need to once again
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[20 Sep 2004|07:14pm] |
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PINBACK-OFFLINE PK |
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why even update who even reads this other that Kelsey and Tristan...i might as well stop updateing
IF YOU STILL READ JUST COMMENT TO THIS TELLING ME YOU DO IF I GET ENOUGHT COMMENTS I WILL RESUME UPDATING...
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